I've had three colds in three weeks. The latest one hit me Friday and really slowed me down. I could only focus on one thing at a time, and I had to scrap my plans for the afternoon and evening and just let myself be borne along on a current of fatigue and honeyed tea.
Being sick gentled me. It smoothed out my sharp edges. I simply didn't have it in me to snap at anybody or to lose patience. And with my own agenda discarded, I wasn't trying to get anyone to do anything, so there was no opposition. There was only this moment, and the next, and the next -- and then sleep. I felt so aligned with God, so much a creature, and I thanked God for the blessing of the cold and prayed that I would feel better soon.
Now, if only I knew how to get myself back to that place now that I'm well!

Isn't it amazing how such thing can be a blessing, even things like colds? Thanks for this perspective--and for joining our blog network and the community at The High Calling. I love your blog and the way you express yourself. We're so glad to have you!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Dena! I'm so excited to be part of what you're doing at The High Calling!
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